- why is the tv so loud
- i am tired mentally and physically
- my eyes hurt from crying, I haven't had that in a long time.
- i still have a sick feeling in my stomach- ulcer?
- i can't wait to finish purging all this crap we have accumulated
- i miss gizzy already, how am I going to part with possibly 2 more
- money
- shopping
- selfishness of some? possibly of myself?
- love
- doubts of success
- excitement
- sleep
- i need a shower
- i don't want to/want to go to work tomorrow
will this get easier? I am beginning to have doubts- well more doubts then before. Damnit, this is something that we want- why is it so complicated? I feel like I am 19 again being pulled in different directions. Difference is now I have 3 babies of my own to take into the equation. Do you try to go with your heart take a chance and try to make a difference, or do you stay with the known and the safe.
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